Saturday 17 April 2010
Thursday 15 April 2010
Untitled 4
The snow is falling
from a clear blue sky;
The sun is shining
through the clouds;
Making a ladder
to the heavens;
Where the Gods play
with the Godesses;
So leave us alone
for the day.
Shinemyrtle
from a clear blue sky;
The sun is shining
through the clouds;
Making a ladder
to the heavens;
Where the Gods play
with the Godesses;
So leave us alone
for the day.
Shinemyrtle
Monday 12 April 2010
Sunday 11 April 2010
Caterpillar
I crawl on the nasturtium leaves,
day after day after day,
the same fucking thing,
until I hide away and
could easily die.
Watch me grow butterfly wings.
Shinemyrtle
day after day after day,
the same fucking thing,
until I hide away and
could easily die.
Watch me grow butterfly wings.
Shinemyrtle
Tuesday 6 April 2010
BPD
See me from a distance
I won't seem any
difference from you.
You wonder, is it true
am I faking it.
Come close up,
you might feel it,
you might hear it.
But still you will not
see it.
If I don't let you.
Shinemyrtle
I won't seem any
difference from you.
You wonder, is it true
am I faking it.
Come close up,
you might feel it,
you might hear it.
But still you will not
see it.
If I don't let you.
Shinemyrtle
Monday 5 April 2010
A Picture of Me
So many of me;
Yet none at all;
Confusing the self.
The mirror shows
Nothing but colours;
Randomly put
Together.
Shinemyrtle
Yet none at all;
Confusing the self.
The mirror shows
Nothing but colours;
Randomly put
Together.
Shinemyrtle
puzzle
I'm disappointed,
but it was your choice to take.
The puzzle allows,
what do they know,
the memory will come,
grass tickling feet.
Shinemyrtle
but it was your choice to take.
The puzzle allows,
what do they know,
the memory will come,
grass tickling feet.
Shinemyrtle
Sunday 4 April 2010
Saturday 3 April 2010
Borderline Personality Disorder
If you want to see what it's like, and have it explained to you better than I ever can, I suggest you go into my profile and watch the audio clip.
Friday 2 April 2010
Ode to Lorazepam
I choose life
as long as the
Lorazepam works
as a substitute for
not being around.
It let's me float away,
and see the sky,
as blue as can be.
Shinemyrtle
as long as the
Lorazepam works
as a substitute for
not being around.
It let's me float away,
and see the sky,
as blue as can be.
Shinemyrtle
No Wings to Carry Me Away
There are no wings to carry me away.
The Gods do not seem to want me,
yet they will not reveal my purpose.
As I wander aimlessly about the earth.
Trying to make my own way,
with paints and words, as though they
are my only constant companions.
I see beauty fleetingly, in the sun,
peeking through the crack in my blinds.
I keep the blinds down and the shadow in,
maybe I'll melt in the sunshine if
there is too much warmth and light.
So I'm stuck here living hour by hour,
wondering seriously why.
There must be a reason, some purpose,
I have done my duty to humanity
saved lives, given birth, comforted.
Yet there are no wings to carry me away.
Shinemyrtle
The Gods do not seem to want me,
yet they will not reveal my purpose.
As I wander aimlessly about the earth.
Trying to make my own way,
with paints and words, as though they
are my only constant companions.
I see beauty fleetingly, in the sun,
peeking through the crack in my blinds.
I keep the blinds down and the shadow in,
maybe I'll melt in the sunshine if
there is too much warmth and light.
So I'm stuck here living hour by hour,
wondering seriously why.
There must be a reason, some purpose,
I have done my duty to humanity
saved lives, given birth, comforted.
Yet there are no wings to carry me away.
Shinemyrtle
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