Saturday 31 January 2009

A life on the border

Standing on the edge
a life on the border
trying not to fall
at least not too far
on either side of
emotional catastrophe
feeling them all so strong
trying to fill up the
emptiness inside
looking closely at
everything
trying so hard to feel
just a little bit
but it's always
everything or nothing

Standing on the edge
a life on the border
always fearing
that you will finally go
that I pushed to far
keep testing your love
needing your reassurance
all the time
watching myself
hating the actions
but unable to stop
trying so hard to feel
just a little bit
but it's always
everything or nothing


Shinemyrtle

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