Complicated

I love you, but I hate you.
You give me freedom,
but you're my prison too.
I try to escape,
but I can't leave.
I'd like to blame you,
for holding me back.
I'd like to blame you,
for devouring my soul.

It would be too unfair,
even for me, you let me
be me, even when I
don't know who me is.

Shinemyrtle