Loneliness

Walking through town she feels like an ethereal being,
like she is floating through the world,
that she can see it but not be a part of it.
She knows no one and there is no one she wants to know.
Her own little world that she created for herself,
it is enough for her.
She is deeply lonely but she is used to it,
and rather lonely than rejected.
The world is such a beautiful place,
but she feels that she will have to give up
to much of herself to be a part of it,
and that she is not ready for yet.
Maybe one day she will enter into the world, and see it differently.
Only those closest to her is of consequence to her,
for them she will lay down her life.
It was her love that drew her to this place,
she can never regret her love and never blame him
for being trapped in a bubble that is impenetrable to anyone else.
When in fact she does want the peace of being alone,
and the love of her man above all else.